Wild by Cheryl Strayed
Fear
Within Cheryl
Cheryl found the gun and liquor in the truck
of who she was hitchhiking with
Scared to get murdered
He was going to drive under the
influence
He had an aggressive personality
His home may not have been safe
She was scared of those 2 men she came
across while getting water
Making comments about her body
Sexual
Harassment
The Assault
The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
Ani Chopourian vs. Catholic Healthcare West (2012)
Gretchen Carlson vs. Roger Ailes (2016)
Makes Cheryl
feel uncomfortable
They were going to hurt her
as they had guns and appeared to be
a little "rough around the edges"
Flashbacks
Dreams
Cheryl has dreams of
Bobbi begging Cheryl to kill her
Cheryl and her mom's relationship is
super strong, making the thought of killing her mom
so much more traumatizing
Guilt
Had reoccurring dreams of Bigfoot
kidnapping her
Abusive/alcoholic father
Unhappy times in her life
Brings back bad, fearful memories
Bobbi's death
Brought sadness
"I can't do this. I can't live without Mom. I can't.
I can't. I can't." -Leif Strayed (Strayed, 26)
Brought loneliness
"I howled and howled and howled, rooting my
face into her body like an animal." -Cheryl (Strayed, 26)
Conflict
Hike VS Cheryl
Loliness
No support from
Family
Ex
Friends
Individuals also hiking the PCT
"I was a pebble. I was a leaf. I was the jagged branch of a tree. I was nothing to them and they were nothing to me." -Cheryl (Strayed 83)
Weather conditions
Extreme heat
Dehydration
Makes Cheryl want to give up
"I was going to quit. Quit, quit, quit, I chanted to
myself as I moaned and hiked and rested." -Cheryl
(Strayed, 84)
Can't think straight
Tiredness
Length
1100 miles for a new hiker
Tiring
New experiences
Struggles
Little food
Starvation
Barely any water
Blisters due to her boots
being too small
Pain
Urges to call Paul
"I can do this, I thought. I can be Paul's wife."
-Cheryl (Strayed 35)
Debates about being sexual along her hike
Her morals VS the point of the hike
Flashbacks
Mom's death
Wildlife
Strangers
Rattle Snake
Frogs
Bears
"BEAR! I yelped and reached for my whistle the moment
after he turned and ran, his thick rump rippling in the sun
as my whistle peeped its murderously loud peep. It took
me a few minutes to work up the courage to continue on."
-Cheryl (Strayed, 90-91)
Courage is gained
through fear
Paul VS Cheryl
Infidelity
Cheryl cheats on Paul
3 "hook ups" in 5 days
Divorce
Paul left Cheryl behind
Subtopic
Relationship struggles
Fighting
Makes Cheryl feel worthless
Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie
Scott Disick and Kourtney Kardashian
Morals/Beliefs VS Cheryl
Cheating
Lying
Games
Unloyal
Drugs
Heroine
Addiction
Superego
Morals are created through parents
at a young age according to Freund
Although Cheryl's mom was
supportive, Cheryl's Dad was not a
good role model
This led to Cheryl's risky and impulsive
decisions later in her life
"Mistakes are always unforgivable,
if one has the courage to admit them."
-Bruce Lee
Cheryl's step dad was re-married and
created children with his new wife, a year
after Bobbi's death
Made his love for Cheryl's mom seem
fake
Portrayed love as something
useless to Cheryl
Possible reasoning for
why Cheryl cheated on
her husband
This idea relates to the movie Forest Gump as
Jenny, had an abusive father and as she grew up
she became very sexually active and got AIDS/HIV
However, Cheryl was a sweet girl at
a young age
Was accepting of her Mom being
in high school the same time as her
Was caring and visited her Mom often
as she was dying
Tried to maintain a close relationship
with her brother
Got him to visit their mom in the hospital
Has to control the id's impulsiness
The hike was one of those ways
Cheryl controlled her past issues
Realtes to the show/programs Intervention
where people who have let their drug habits get out
of hand, seek help
Needs
Change her life around
Cheating
Heroine
Depression
Pregnancy/abortion
The hike
To reflect on past choices
In honor of her mom
Bobbi and Cheryl had a very strong bond, Cheryl
is constantly looking to replace her mother figure by
adding other people in her
Cheryl believed her mom would not approve
of her life choices, she wanted to make her
mother proud
Showed personal character development
Quit her bad habits
Becomes happier
Even though her mom has passed away,
she made her proud
Cheryl became helpful along her hike
as she helped people who did not have water,
inspired multiple individuals walking the PCT, shared
her past experiences with others (especially near the end
of the story)
Cheryl realized she needed help after
she got pregnant and had to get an abortion
She thought her problems were
too difficult for a therapist which
led to the hike
Realization her life was
out of control
It requires strength to
acknowledge one has a
problem
"As I saw myself then in front of that tarnished
mirror what came was the women with the hole in her heart.
That was me." -Cheryl (Stryaed 38)
Shows initiative to move past
her problems
Quote: "I’m a free spirit who never had the balls to be free.”
-Cheryl Strayed
Unrealistic decision
Ego
Realistic aspect
Problem solving
Cheryl lost one of her boots
and created new shoes out of
duct tape
Embarrassment as shoes
made her look inexperienced
and homeless
Example: while hitchhiking she
was stopped by a reporter who tried to
interview Cheryl for being a homeless
female
Shows her creativity and her
fast thinking
Fast thinking relates to shows such as
Jeopardy, The Amazing Race, Chopped
Past Cheryl would have given up and
discontinue the hike, however Cheryl's
determination pushed her to be original
to finish the hike
The water pipe wasn't connected,
therefore she filtered dirty water by
adding iodine pills
Relation to the show "Survivorman" when
he boils his pee for hydration as he did not
have water
Both individuals had
to use survivor skills
Id
Impulsiveness
Impulsive decision to begin the hike
with no previous experience
Shows Cheryl is ambitious
enter and up for the challenge
"Strength and growth come
only though continuous effort
and struggles" -Napolean Hill
Poor decisions
Hitchhiking with strangers
Puts herself in dangerous situations
Sex life
Sexually active
With multiple men
Selfish
Not with reality as
she had a husband
With ex-husband
Flirtatious
Freud claims we need pleasure
in our lives
The unconscious mind
Cheryl has always struggled with her
past, however it came apparent when
her decisions in life started to grow in
the category of stupidity
Cheryl did not realize who
she was hurting until the beginning
her hike